a true self?

i think today my mood is better.

actually just a small thing..

no need to care so much.. -sigh-

i just dont like to get scolding from anyone..

im kinda bad temper sometimes..

but this is me..

i know is my fault/wrong..

but just talk to me nicely..

i will correct it quickly and nicely talk to u back..
im imperfect la ppl..

u cant aspect me to be good and right all the time..

and if u're the wrong 1 but still shouting at me for no reason,
u will know what gonna happen..

im fierce when i get pissed off..

but not always..

i want to be happy!

a normal day..

enjoy everything..

eventhough just a small little thing..
it will make me happy too..

i hope i can be cheerful..

of coz i need to apologize to everyone that i have hurted..

but im just telling what i feel..

no harsh meaning..

i dont like be hated by ppl..

u no need to like me..

but just treat me as ur normal friend..

this post is not directly saying bout a person..

it's for everyone who live in my life..

hope problems go away..

as sim say, im a happy go lucky person..

so, am i?

is ur wish to think wad kind of person im..

i have no right to force u all to change ur mind..

but i will prove it that im not like what u think..

not an emo post..

just wanna let u all know my true self..?

and express my feeling..

my blog wert..

i can post whatever i want..

im not fake fake here..

i will post all the craps that in my mind..

know what? i type this in my ph at 3.27am! -wow-

in case i forget everything that i want to post..

really hope i have my own laptop...

i can post them up anytime i want!

and never being rush and chase by anyone that wan to use the pc..

between that, i dont like ppl watching me while im blogging..

it will make me feel uncomfortable and all my craps will fly away!

my brain will stuck and start sweating.. *lol*

- i need privacy!! -

btw..the avatar post i didn't post it nicely.. >.<

have some addition..

just become more colourful la..xD

free? have a look ya =D