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waaaaoow. chinese new year is on next week,
so fast. i feel like i just went to school a few times.
but actually is already 1 month.
this whole month i feel i have learned NOTHING.
everyday sleep in class..
really cant control my eyelid.
they just love to close it up. =.=
everyday stay back for tuition and school activities.
never take a nap in afternoon and reach house around 7pm EVERYDAY.
then keep online online online.
homeworks never do and straight away go to bed.
honestly, i feel im very terrible and shitty
what kind of useless life im having??
i cant continue with this kind of useless life anymore.
if not my future really will ruin by myself!
i really want to get flying colour result.
i dont want to let others look down on me!
i want to be a successful person in future!
i know it need to work very hard to get it..
especially to a person that not that smart and lazy like me :/
after cny i think i'll slowly cut down facebook and sms.
my sis decided to change my facebook password on
15 or 16 of feb..
it's good for me though.
so that i wont simply online and doing nonsense at there.
okie! i have promised myself to change my life to a better one!
in future i want to earn lots of money and have a better life!
seriously, MONEY RULE THE WORLD!
and now i want money desperately!! sigh
no money no talk..
cant do anything :(
anyway, just wanna make up my mind..
dont be lazy and stop acting like a kid..
just want to play :/
now big girl already, should think for future.
if not will regret forever.
so, friends please remind me to be more hardworking!
stop me from playing. lol
btw, did you see under my header have a thing call nuffnang?
can you please help me to click it?
it can help me earn some money x)
remember to click it! thank you~ :P

ME!

aahhh..sick already :(
CNY is coming, must get well soon..!
that is why i quickly go and consult doctor :P
so many medicine to eat..
taste so bitterr* >.<
and... suddenly think of that..
so wanna blog about it..
yeah! about my pictures!!
people..........
i really didn't edit my pictures! the face is still me..ME!!
i am not a pro editor..
how u expect me to change my face shape, eyes or what so ever..??
some i just edit the brightness, contrast or picture colors!
i look fair and have nice skin
because i take picture under bright light!
light can cover up almost everything for me..
so wad for i edit my photo =.=
eg : bright white light or sunlight!
these two really can make u have a nice picture!
dont believe??? go try it!
i know my pictures are look nicer than in real life..
maybe is the angle problem!
but.... is normal what!
u know which angle u look nice u sure will use that angle
and take pictures!!
so stop saying i use my pictures and TIPU people ok?!
it's quite mean..and of coz i wont like it if u accuse me @.@
and i look really that different when i with spec and without spec????
why 70% of non-school friends cant recognize me =.=?
hermm..still wondering..
normally in school or tuition i will look super messy..
coz of my L disease.. -lazy-
when i going to shopping only will tidy up myself and dress nicer..
and now i want to learn MAKE UP! ;)
just for fun.. wanna learn the simple and nice make up..
eye liner, mascara, concealer, BB cream, powder blush
and...
draw eye brown!! :D
fyi, i DONT HAVE eye brown :(
not dont have la..
but very very little.. aihh~
so....
anyway, i think i should ignore the world and
do whatever i want!
coz i cant change their freaking mind that like to insult or critic the other ;)
and lastly, please think before you talk!
your brain is use to think!
not for decoration ok?!
i have seen a lot of brainless people in the facebook!
O M G.
*shake head* pathetic
this few pictures that i took on last saturday.
yala yala..
dont look like me la.. x(

feeling

hermm..just wanna blog about me and my parents..
i realize im still a kid for my parents..
what i want to do they will say
'you still small..now study first'
- not all la, just some particular thing -
but when my 5th sis was 17 she can do whatever she want..
why i can't?
i want to take a car license..
my mum say i still small..now study first..
what?! i dont want to wait for so long
im february baby..
that's the benefit of my birthday..
i can take my license earlier than others :(
but she ask me to wait after spm..
if after spm i need go NS how?
need wait after NS??
then i will be in college busying with my studies..
it will postpone until don't know when..
now is early of the year..
so taking undang all wont affect my studies :(
besides, i want to go out with my sis's friends..
but dad and mum say can't
they say i still small.. again!
especially my mum...
whenever she see any boys with me,
she will ask
' who is that? he like you ar?/your boyfriend?? '
omg.. they are just my friends..
i know im studying in girl school.
but i still can have boy friends right???
haih.. is this call old-minded??
i know last year december i went out a lot times.
but just the last week of dec..
i don't go out often..
if yes also watch movie at jusco..
that's why im so desperate to go travel.. :/
when only i'll become a big girl in my parents' mind??
i really know how to think wisely..
i've grown up..
i know this year im having spm..
i really will try my best to study hard and get good result..
hope i wont be mama girl for too long :)
im not complaining..
but just express my feeling..
today my sis's friends ask me to go genting
but my parents dont let..
and my friends ask me go BBQ
my mum not really allow me to go..
i really didn't fight back..
coz i know they just worried about me..
i know my parents do this is for my own good
so i dont hate them..
i love them a lot! :D
they are the best!
only those idiot and useless fella will hate their parents..
curse their parents..
they dont deserve to live in this world.
anyway, hope when im 18 i'll have a lil bit more freedom ;)

2011

it's 2011!!!

i remember last year like it was yesterday...

lol!

31 dec just went to 小雲頂 see fireworks

thx hu huang and wan chew always bring me go out ;)

i went to a lot of places in 2010

really very enjoyable..

but still, i dont like 2010..

dont know why :/

i hope all the good things will happen to me in this year..

monday is schooling day..

im having bipolar mood!!!

happy to see my lovely friends again!!

but also sad to see the evil teachers and boring books!! @.@

nothing much to post la..

feel tired d..

it's time to sleep :)

nitez~