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waaaaoow. chinese new year is on next week,
so fast. i feel like i just went to school a few times.
but actually is already 1 month.
this whole month i feel i have learned NOTHING.
everyday sleep in class..
really cant control my eyelid.
they just love to close it up. =.=
everyday stay back for tuition and school activities.
never take a nap in afternoon and reach house around 7pm EVERYDAY.
then keep online online online.
homeworks never do and straight away go to bed.
honestly, i feel im very terrible and shitty
what kind of useless life im having??
i cant continue with this kind of useless life anymore.
if not my future really will ruin by myself!
i really want to get flying colour result.
i dont want to let others look down on me!
i want to be a successful person in future!
i know it need to work very hard to get it..
especially to a person that not that smart and lazy like me :/
after cny i think i'll slowly cut down facebook and sms.
my sis decided to change my facebook password on
15 or 16 of feb..
it's good for me though.
so that i wont simply online and doing nonsense at there.
okie! i have promised myself to change my life to a better one!
in future i want to earn lots of money and have a better life!
seriously, MONEY RULE THE WORLD!
and now i want money desperately!! sigh
no money no talk..
cant do anything :(
anyway, just wanna make up my mind..
dont be lazy and stop acting like a kid..
just want to play :/
now big girl already, should think for future.
if not will regret forever.
so, friends please remind me to be more hardworking!
stop me from playing. lol
btw, did you see under my header have a thing call nuffnang?
can you please help me to click it?
it can help me earn some money x)
remember to click it! thank you~ :P

ME!

aahhh..sick already :(
CNY is coming, must get well soon..!
that is why i quickly go and consult doctor :P
so many medicine to eat..
taste so bitterr* >.<
and... suddenly think of that..
so wanna blog about it..
yeah! about my pictures!!
people..........
i really didn't edit my pictures! the face is still me..ME!!
i am not a pro editor..
how u expect me to change my face shape, eyes or what so ever..??
some i just edit the brightness, contrast or picture colors!
i look fair and have nice skin
because i take picture under bright light!
light can cover up almost everything for me..
so wad for i edit my photo =.=
eg : bright white light or sunlight!
these two really can make u have a nice picture!
dont believe??? go try it!
i know my pictures are look nicer than in real life..
maybe is the angle problem!
but.... is normal what!
u know which angle u look nice u sure will use that angle
and take pictures!!
so stop saying i use my pictures and TIPU people ok?!
it's quite mean..and of coz i wont like it if u accuse me @.@
and i look really that different when i with spec and without spec????
why 70% of non-school friends cant recognize me =.=?
hermm..still wondering..
normally in school or tuition i will look super messy..
coz of my L disease.. -lazy-
when i going to shopping only will tidy up myself and dress nicer..
and now i want to learn MAKE UP! ;)
just for fun.. wanna learn the simple and nice make up..
eye liner, mascara, concealer, BB cream, powder blush
and...
draw eye brown!! :D
fyi, i DONT HAVE eye brown :(
not dont have la..
but very very little.. aihh~
so....
anyway, i think i should ignore the world and
do whatever i want!
coz i cant change their freaking mind that like to insult or critic the other ;)
and lastly, please think before you talk!
your brain is use to think!
not for decoration ok?!
i have seen a lot of brainless people in the facebook!
O M G.
*shake head* pathetic
this few pictures that i took on last saturday.
yala yala..
dont look like me la.. x(

feeling

hermm..just wanna blog about me and my parents..
i realize im still a kid for my parents..
what i want to do they will say
'you still small..now study first'
- not all la, just some particular thing -
but when my 5th sis was 17 she can do whatever she want..
why i can't?
i want to take a car license..
my mum say i still small..now study first..
what?! i dont want to wait for so long
im february baby..
that's the benefit of my birthday..
i can take my license earlier than others :(
but she ask me to wait after spm..
if after spm i need go NS how?
need wait after NS??
then i will be in college busying with my studies..
it will postpone until don't know when..
now is early of the year..
so taking undang all wont affect my studies :(
besides, i want to go out with my sis's friends..
but dad and mum say can't
they say i still small.. again!
especially my mum...
whenever she see any boys with me,
she will ask
' who is that? he like you ar?/your boyfriend?? '
omg.. they are just my friends..
i know im studying in girl school.
but i still can have boy friends right???
haih.. is this call old-minded??
i know last year december i went out a lot times.
but just the last week of dec..
i don't go out often..
if yes also watch movie at jusco..
that's why im so desperate to go travel.. :/
when only i'll become a big girl in my parents' mind??
i really know how to think wisely..
i've grown up..
i know this year im having spm..
i really will try my best to study hard and get good result..
hope i wont be mama girl for too long :)
im not complaining..
but just express my feeling..
today my sis's friends ask me to go genting
but my parents dont let..
and my friends ask me go BBQ
my mum not really allow me to go..
i really didn't fight back..
coz i know they just worried about me..
i know my parents do this is for my own good
so i dont hate them..
i love them a lot! :D
they are the best!
only those idiot and useless fella will hate their parents..
curse their parents..
they dont deserve to live in this world.
anyway, hope when im 18 i'll have a lil bit more freedom ;)

2011

it's 2011!!!

i remember last year like it was yesterday...

lol!

31 dec just went to 小雲頂 see fireworks

thx hu huang and wan chew always bring me go out ;)

i went to a lot of places in 2010

really very enjoyable..

but still, i dont like 2010..

dont know why :/

i hope all the good things will happen to me in this year..

monday is schooling day..

im having bipolar mood!!!

happy to see my lovely friends again!!

but also sad to see the evil teachers and boring books!! @.@

nothing much to post la..

feel tired d..

it's time to sleep :)

nitez~

time

wooow..time pass freaking fast.

christmas finish 68 minutes ago.. x)

this december im kinda busy with my work.

not really get to enjoy my holidays.. sigh

when i complain to my mum about this, then she will ask

'you want money or want to play?'

so i only can choose either 1 of them..

of corse $$$$$ more important..LOL

i still left 4 more days!!!

31 dec is my last day of working!!!!!!

woooohoooooooo!!!

cant wait for it..haaha!

im really sick of those aunties!!!

80% of them are teribble!!

i dont want to serve people anymore!!

i want to go shopping!!!! xD

chinese new year clothes haven't buy!!

eeeiiik? actually i haven't buy any books for next year..

account folio didn't do..

5 english essay never do!!!

haven't start any revision for next year! OMG! @.@

im seriously very very LAZY..heihh~

what to do.. that's the original ME!

TAN SAY LEE :D

next year im 17 !?

cant believe that!!!!!

still remember when i was 6 years old..

i look at the calender and ask...

' when only i can turn into 16 laa.. '

and now.. im 16 going to 17.

- but my face look like 19.. ishhh! -

life getting tougher and tougher..

i really miss the childhood time..

because nothing will bother my mind..

and everyone's heart is so innocent

that devil never exist in them..

i really hope my life will be simple and happy :D

we live to enjoy!

not to suffer!!!!

life is not long..appreciate every moment u have ;)

btw, my phone spoil again :(

im using the old N-gage phone again..AGAIN!!

no music no entertainment.. haih~

but it's kinda cool xD

coz everyone thought im playing game and look at me

when actually im smsing..lol

actually wanna buy a new phone..

but no money..heih

my salary is not enough for me..xP

i need save it for car license and CNY clothes..

and maybe friends' birthday present :)

so, no more left for handphone :(

santa! why u didnt put a nice phone in my sock?!!! x)

anndd..yeaahh~ santaaaaaa..

sometimes i feel lonely..

i know i have my school buddies..

but we just wont chit chat much or sms during holidays. lol

so can you find some people that can lend me their time and ears

when i feel bored?

- i know christmas is over... but I DONT CARE! - xD

i still want to make wishes..hahaha

yet, i like this phrase..

trying to forget someone that you love is like trying

remember someone you've never met...

very true rigggght???! lol

okay la..gotta go~

tomorrow need wake up at 8am!

work work work... phew~

buu..bbbyyy..ee

ehhh! wait!!! xD

just wanna say that i have a debt card!!!!

i can use it as my wish!!!

cooooool right?!

shopping time just use it as credit card..LOL

-dont cheh me.. i know im jakun-

hahahaaa

it look exactly like this!

but this is not mine la..

just simply copy from other people..xD


night!! ♥

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my blog is dead for 2 weeks!
just wanna make it more lively..lol~
the day before yesterday i get my salary!!!
weeeeeeeeee~~ x)
even though is not a big amount..
but you know the feeling when you work so hard
and at last u get pay???!
the feeling is nice ;)
but havent bank in yet..
coz my mum still searching for my account book..heih~
btw..my shop need a chinese female for part time..
but why nobody want huh?
quite high pay wad..
5bucks per hour..
other shop just 4bucks leh.. xP
ppl, be miss independent..
some rather stay at house do nothing also dont want to work!?
come out and see the world..
get some experience maaa...
so many type of weird and good human in this world..xP
try to earn money..
don't everytime put ur hand out and say
'daddy/mommy. i want money :D' lol
anyway..am i really look that old???? :(
people always think im 19 +++
my goshhh =.=
no need say im mature..
coz for me mature = old..lol
and ppl always think i have boyfriend..?!
did my face printed the words
- i have a boyfriend! :D -
coz when i say i dont have,
they dont believe and say im lying.. =.=
aiyoyooo...
im not lying..
im single..SINGLE :D
okie..let's talk bout leng zai~~ x)
all my friends think i work because want to hunt good looking boys
im not ok!!
maybe that is my 2nd reason why im working! xD
i really want to earn money to have extra pocket money..hahaa
so my friends always ask me
'so, have you seen any handsome guys there??? :D'
then i'll answer with my sad and disappointed face..
'no. T.T'
i thought i'll see atleast 1 or 2 la..
mana tau their bayang pun tak ada..@.@
so, handsome guys going to extinct soon~~ lol x)
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next year 18 March
im going to SABAH!!! :D
PULAU SIPADAN i think :)
at last! i can go for travel and sit aeroplane!!!
woooohoooooo~~~
i've been waiting for 16 years.. :')
now my dream come true~ LOL
dont know that time will have monthly test or not..
if got, then.......
WHO CARES~!!!!!! hahaha xD
i want to enjoy a lil bit more before spm..weeeee~

MY GIRLFRIEND IS GUMIHO :D

YOU GUYS MUST WATCH THIS KOREAN DRAMA!!!
MY GIRLFRIEND IS GUMIHO
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THIS IS REALLY VERY VERY SUPER NICE!!
U WONT REGRET AFTER WATCHING :D
IT'S NICE, TOUCHING AND HILARIOUS DRAMA :)
THEY LOOK LIKE THE PERFECT COUPLE!!
AND IM IN LOVE WITH LEE SEUNG GI
HE IS CUTE AND FUNNY :P

blaaaaa~

long time didn't blog ad :)
today im off, so have time to crap..hehe
last tuesday i went genting with my friends..
- yu hua student organize it -
but i dont enjoy anything at there..
we pay rm38 to play outdoor games but rain the whole day..
and i feel i wasted alot of money in eating..lol x)
seriously, the trip is SUCKS!!
SUCKS TO THE MAX!!
they didn't organize nicely...
we cant get a comfy place to sleep..
and always no keys to go in our own room!
-they book apartment not a hotel!-
i rather pay extra money to stay in first world hotel.. ;(
the worst thing is i get sick on the 2nd day
and also the last day of the trip..
-real tooooot la-
when i go work all my co-workers like afraid of me?! =.=
i have met a lot of weird aunty customers..
fierce, stingy and like to show off..
they are 'AMAZING'..LOL =.=
and most of the customers speak cantonese @.@
i dont like! lol
my cantonese sucks..
i dont speak cantonese often..
so i need to practice more la.. heih~
btw, i always have my lunch alone :(
hope soon will have people accompany me..
and..yeahhh~
i met a bitch that working at PDI..
that day after eating still left about 15minutes
i went to that shop and look for a shirt as my friend's birthday present..
then i open the clothes and see..
after seeing i GOT fold back nicely!
but that bitch just show me that kind of shitty face
and fold again the clothes..
i was like
"what is her freaking problem la?!"
then suddenly she tell me
"if u're not a member u cant get discount"
then i just nod my head and see others clothes..
she followed me again and say the same thing!
at the moment my heart was like burning vigorously
and feel like punching her shitty face!!
now she think i have no money to pay PDI clothes la!?
i have rm200 with me ok!!
WHAT A BITCH!
underestimate me?!
too bad that time i need to go back to work!
if not i surely will buy!
find 1 day i will go back again, BITCH!! ;(
when im free i surely will find u!!!!!
bitch bitch bitch!!! aarghhhh!! idiot! =.=
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kie la..i think not much to blog d..
just stop here la :)
and..i wont be online for everyday..
busy working..
if got come jusco cheras selatan then find me la..
im working at SWAN shop.
byeee~ ;) ♥